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Okay, maybe it isn't the title, but meh I dunno much about the song... lol.  Been looking for it for ages though...


They say the devil's in the details 
I know what they mean
I'm walking in the wasteland With a Ghost in the Machine

There's a simulated sunset And starlight in my eyes
The skies are filled with miracles
And half of them are lies

Are you real or not?
It's a fine line
Are you ready or not?
For the light of day

Are you real or not?
These are strange times
And I don't want to live this way.
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When Im in trouble or out of step
If my balance has been upset
Oh, theres a feeling I cant accept
Theres one thing that helps me to forget
Wonder what Im thinking
Wonder why Im drinking
But its plain to see,
Im not the man I used to be

If life were easy and didnt ask,
Didnt tease me or take things back
I could start to understand,
What makes me the man I am

Wonder what Im thinking
Wonder why Im drinking
But its plain to see,
Im not the man I used to be

Oh, its plain and its a shame
Im not the man I used to be

Ive lost dreams that wont come back,
Memories fading fast
I should save the ones I have
Whats the use?
Most of them are bad

Wonder what Im thinking
Wonder why Im drinking
But its plain to see,
Im not the man I used to be

Oh, its plain and its a shame
I cant explain
But Im not the man I used to be
Its a shame, dont know my name
I cant explain
Im not the man I used to be
Do you know my name?
Do you, do you need me?
But Im not the man...
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Here's one of my fave DM songs, surprised I didn't put it up before to be honest!  Anyway, this is the 3rd and last of the latest lyrical updates.

I'm gonna take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
You'll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run but you cannot hide

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

I'll be fine
I'll be waiting patiently
Until you see the signs
And come running to my open arms
When will you realise
Do we have to wait till our worlds collide
Open up your eyes
You can't turn back the tide

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

I'm gonna take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good
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Here's another song I identify, quite frankly because I'm mad :P  Seriously though, it's more fun being crazy and unpredictable (exciting!) than normal and predictable (dull).  As I've said before, the name of the song is kinda apt, given it's a bit mad, but hey...

ONE hour to madness and joy!
O furious! O confine me not!
(What is this that frees me so in storms?
What do my shouts amid lightnings and raging winds mean?)

O to drink the mystic deliria deeper than any other man!
O savage and tender achings!
(I bequeath them to you, my children,
I tell them to you, for reasons, O bridegroom and bride.)

O to be yielded to you, whoever you are, and you to be yielded to me, in
defiance of the world!
O to return to Paradise! O bashful and feminine!
O to draw you to me—to plant on you for the first time the lips of a
determin’d man!

O the puzzle—the thrice-tied knot—the deep and dark pool! O all untied
and illumin’d!
O to speed where there is space enough and air enough at last!
O to be absolv’d from previous ties and conventions—I from mine, and you
from yours!
O to find a new unthought-of nonchalance with the best of nature!
O to have the gag remov’d from one’s mouth!
O to have the feeling, to-day or any day, I am sufficient as I am!

O something unprov’d! something in a trance!
O madness amorous! O trembling!
O to escape utterly from others’ anchors and holds!
To drive free! to love free! to dash reckless and dangerous!
To court destruction with taunts—with invitations!
To ascend—to leap to the heavens of the love indicated to me!
To rise thither with my inebriate Soul!
To be lost, if it must be so!
To feed the remainder of life with one hour of fulness and freedom!
With one brief hour of madness and joy.
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I quite like this song, despite the bizarre lyrics, it strikes a chord for some reason.  This was also one of the songs played at the TD concert back in April, and if I recall, like the song, the scenery is beautiful...


I found my invisible
Your beauty burned my blood
Beneath the seventh seas
My darling settles down...

There's no one like you, in perfect shape, my sin
There's no one like you, convince the storms, my sin

Touching your lips,
Describes a fairy tale
Until these thoughts are gone
I've lost you my love

No crying here at all
The heart surrounds
Makes me feel at ease
For a moment of peace

This island only lives for us tonight
And when I open up my eyes someday
I will have lost you in sadness
My Cretan love
For a moment, our lips

There’s no one like you, in perfect shape, my sin
There’s no one like you, convince the storms, my sin

Until these thoughts are fading
Ain’t got no way, complaining
An ocean apart only a saddened song
My dearest flower never gone

Now I’ll set my sail inside of me
If only I fell these arms again and
Will I'll be missing it all
Darkness ain't here at all

I can't describe the fear inside
Towards insanity you
Are the one that I want
These seamless words they are gone

I love you my lie come
Carry me home again
I want you high eyes
Climb with you tonight

No crying here at all
The heart surrounds
Makes me feel at ease
For a moment of peace.
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Sympathy
Is not a virtue that you recognize
I look into your unforgiving eyes
And see my shame
It's clear to me
That after all the things that weve been through
We've done so much there's nothing left to do
And were both to blame

But as we turn to go our separate ways
I can't help but remember the years
When the world was in our hands
And we had no time for tears
But as we turn to lead our separate lives
My soul aches for what we've become
But the world it doesn't care
When we finish what we've done

Memories
Of a place that we both used to know
A place the two of us could always go
And be as one
Now I can see
That we believed emotions never there
We built them up and then we didn't care

Til they were gone
But as we turn to go our separate ways
I cant help but remember the years
When the world was in our hands
And we had no time for tears

But as we turn to lead our separate lives
My soul aches for what we've become
But the world it doesn't care
When we finish what we've done
I'll walk away and start again
A new beginning from the end
And all that I knew before
Will remain in the past

I'll find a brand new dream to live
I'll find the conviction to forgive
But things won't ever be quite the same
Cause you were the last
But as we turn to go our separate ways
I can't help but remember the years
When the world was in our hands
And we had no time for tears

But as we turn to lead our separate lives
My soul aches for what we've become
But the world it doesn't care
When we finish what we've done.





Been looking for the lyrics for this song for fucking ages,. and when I find it, I find that the post I got this from is dated 2005, bloody typical... I came across the song well after that :|
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We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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I see a river
It's oceans that I want
You have to give me everything
But everything's not enough

It's my desire
To give myself to you
Sometimes

Sometimes I try
Sometimes I lie with you
Sometimes I cry
Sometimes I die it's true
Somewhere I find something that's kind in you

And I've crossed the line again
A line I drew in sand
And still you give me everything
But everything's not enough

I'm ready but not willing
To give myself to you
Sometimes

Come on over lay down beside me
And I'll try
Come on over lay down beside me
And I'll try
And I'll try

I want it all
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This is an insight
into my life
this is a strange flight
I'm taking
my true will
carries me along

This is a soul dance
embracing me
this is the first chance
to put things right
moving on
guided by the light

And the spirit of love
is rising within me
talking to you now
telling you clearly
the fire still burns

Wisdom of ages
rush over me
heighten my senses
enlighten me
lead me on
eternally

And the spirit of love
is rising within me
talking to you now
telling you clearly
the fire still burns

I'm talking to you now
the fire still burns
whatever you do now < You've got to give love >
the world still turns

I'm talking to you now.
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There'll be times
When my crimes
Will seem almost unforgivable
I give in to sin
Because you have to make this life livable
But when you think I've had enough
From your sea of love
I'll take more than another riverfull
And I'll make it all worthwhile
I'll make your heart smile

Strangelove
Strange highs and strange lows
Strangelove
That's how my love goes
Strangelove
Will you give it to me
Will you take the pain
I will give it to you
Again and again
And will you return it

There'll be days
When I'll stray
I may appear to be
Constantly out of reach
I give in to sin
Because I like to practice what I preach
I'm not trying to say
I'll have it all my way
I'm always willing to learn
When you've got something to teach
And I'll make it all worthwhile
I'll make your heart smile

Pain will you return it
I'll say it again -- pain
Pain will you return it
I won't say it again

Strangelove
Strange highs and strange lows
Strangelove
That's how my love goes
Strangelove
Will you give it to me

I give in
Again and again
I give in
will you give it to me
I give in
I'll say it again
I give in

I give in
Again and again
I give in
That's how my love goes
I give in
I'll say it again
I give in
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Maybe deep down inside, you don't believe it
Your wailing wall, it isn't weeping at all
And you're not worthy of adoration
You're scared that somebody somewhere's gonna find
the burst pipe
And as fast as they bow down they'll leave you behind

But baby be brave
'Cause what's the point of it all
What's the point of it all, yeah
Baby, don't blow it
Tell me what's it all for
If you're not terrified to fail
Are you terrified to fail

Way far down below you don't feel it
Yeah, everyone knows but we don't believe it
The pain of a pop star, you're breaking my heart

But baby be brave
'Cause what's the point of it all
What's the point of it all, yeah
Baby, don't blow it
Tell me what's it all for
If you're not terrified to fail

(Confide in me, tell your story)
Are you terrified to fail
(It's your fear that makes you worthy)

I know what you're doing 'Cause
God I've been tempted You are
Drowning the special To
immortalize the rise
And what's the point of it all

But baby be brave
'Cause what's the point of it all
What's the point of it all, yeah
Baby, don't blow it
Tell me what's it all for
If you're not terrified to fail

(Confide in me, tell your story)
Are you terrified to fail
(It's your fear that makes you worthy)
I am terrified to fail
(Confide in me, tell your story)
Are you terrified to fail
(It's your fear that makes you worthy)
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Okay, first of all... so I know what I'm doing:

risk management, with monitoring and control methods

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Now, with that out of the way...

I have a bit of money now, which is a good thing. Anyway, I'll need to use it to pay for my laundry tokens, a haircut and stamps. Printer works, so I save myself money now, which is cool. I'm going to install my graphics card tomorrow, as well as do everything else I need to do.

Other than that, nothing else is going on. I'm relatively chilled out, apart from when someone wound me up by being such a moron. All I need to be concerned about now is getting Maya stared at last. Some prats on the lower floor are fucking rubbish out their window, and seem to be setting fire to stuff too (or were), which makes me wonder if there shall be one of Redbridge Hall's infamous "regular fire drills". Either way, it's nice to have a day not worrying about anything, though I can't knock up an essay in 8 hours any other time this semester now...

Oh yeah, group CW for MH was 55/60, so yay! I'll have to work like a slave on PM2 to make up for stuff however...

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Depeche Mode - Suffer Well

Where were you when I fell from grace
Frozen heart, an empty space
Something's changing, it's in your eyes
Please don't speak, you'll only lie
I found treasure not where I thought
Peace of mind can't be bought
Still I believe

I just hang on
Suffer well
Sometimes it's hard
It's hard to tell

An angel led me when I was blind
I said take me back, I've changed my mind
Now I believe
From the blackest room, I was torn
He called my name, a love was born
So I believe

I just hang on
Suffer well
Sometimes it's hard
It's hard to tell

I just hang on
Suffer well
Sometimes it's hard
So hard to tell
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In de finale,
het net niet halen
Je wist het antwoord,
maar je was net over de tijd
Of met een strafschop,
tussen de palen
Maar de keeper,
legt 'em stil net voor het krijt

Hey hey
Niemand die je hoort,
niemand die je ziet,
niemand die je kennen wil,
want jij zit ernaast
Bijna is niet helemaal,
je hebt 'em niet gemaakt

Bijna, bijna raak
Oftewel helemaal, helemaal mis
Bijna, bijna raak
Oftewel helemaal, helemaal mis

Een sollicitatie
Door de laatste ronde
Maar de concurrentie
Kent de directeur, wat een pech
Of jij wilt haar zoenen
En zij wil het ook wel
Na het vijfde drankje
zegt ze 'sorry maar ik moet nu echt weg'

Hey hey
Niemand die je wil,
niemand die je moet,
niemand die met jou mee gaat,
want jij zit er naast
Bijna is niet helemaal,
je hebt het niet gemaakt

Wohoo
Bijna, bijna raak
Oftewel helemaal, helemaal mis
Bijna, bijna raak
Oftewel helemaal, helemaal mis
Helemaal mis nou,
woho helemaal mis

Ben je gelukkig
Ben je tevreden
Twee hypotheken en een BMW op de laan
Oh je bent zo eerlijk tegen jezelf
Je ziet je vrouw nooit,
want je hebt een te gekke baan

hey hey,
Niemand die je kent,
niemand die je bent,
niemand die je vriend is,
nee want je zit er nooit naast
Bijna, is niet helemaal,
je had het toch gemaakt,
ooh je had het toch gemaakt,
nou he

Bijna, bijna raak
Oftewel helemaal, helemaal mis
Bijna, bijna raak
Oftewel helemaal helemaal mis

Helemaal mis nou
Helemaal mis nou
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He said I’m gonna buy this place and burn it down
I’m gonna put it six feet underground
He said I’m gonna buy this place and watch it fall
Stand here beside me baby in the crumbling walls
Oh I’m gonna buy this place and start a fire
Stand here until I fill all your hearts desires
Because I’m gonna buy this place and see it burn
Do back the things it did to you in return
Ah,ah,ah
He said oh I’m gonna buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
Oh and I’m gonna buy this place, that’s what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head

And honey
All the movements you’re starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They say start as you mean to go on
Start as you mean to go on

He said I’m gonna buy this place and see it go
Stand here beside me baby watch the orange glow
Some’ll laugh and some just sit and cry
But you just sit down there and you wonder why
So I’m gonna buy a gun and start a war
If you can tell me something worth fighting for
I’m gonna buy this place, that’s what I said
Blame it upon a rush of blood to the head

And honey
All the movements you’re starting to make
See me crumble and fall on my face
And I know the mistakes that I made
See it all disappear without a trace
And they call as they beckon you on
They said start as you mean to go on
As you mean to go on, as you mean to go on

So meet me by the bridge, meet me by the lane
When am I going to see that pretty face again
Meet me on the road, meet me where I said
Blame it all upon
A rush of blood to the head
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Come back sister now as fast as you can
well you know that i'm not as bad as they say I am
No fiend or foul, just the name of the game
well they all left just the way they came

Well I'm sure not feelin tough
and I'm sure not feelin tall
well I'm sure that you are not feeling me at all
you know I could be right cos I'm not sure that I am wrong
but I thought that time was meant for more than just getting along
so lets not just get along now
lets get along in style
cos' you know that i'm pretty sure that this is more worthwhile
I think it's time we gave this thing the hard-sell
cos love was meant to live and not mearly just to dwell
not just to dwell

I wanna hold your hand
start workin' on our promised land
well I dont think you understand
but this time we did some
work on our promised land

well tonight I wanna be that line
yeah the one that I just told you
and tonight i wanna be that story
yeah the one that I just sold you
lets take it to the land of fantasy where all things are real
where the enemy's not a ghost
but one you can touch and feel
no the chains they are not metal
no there only made of steel
where the magic's elemental and the right words can heal
lets become that dignity
become that grace
it's time to light your candle in a dark and lonely place
well in a dark and lonely place

well i'm not sure if you understand
but this time we did some
work on our promised land

I wanna hold your hand
start workin' on our promised land
well I dont think you understand
but this time we did some
work on our promised land

Come back sister now as fast as you can
well you know that i'm not as bad as they say I am
No fiend or foul, just the name of the game
well they all left just the way they came

I wanna hold your hand
start workin' on our promised land
well I dont think you understand
but this time we did some
work on our promised land

I wanna hold your hand
start workin' on our promised land
well I'm not sure you understand
but this time we did some
work on our promised land
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Calling all stations
Can anybody tell me, tell me exactly where I am
I've lost all sense of direction
Watching the darkness closing around me
Feeling the cold all through my body
That's why I'm calling all stations
In the hope that someone hears me
A single lonely voice

I feel the sensation disappearing
There's a tingling in my arms
And there's a numbness in my hands

All the broken promises
All my good intentions don't add up to very much
And I realise whatever happened, whatever happened
I remember all the moments that I've wasted in my life
All the things I was always going to do
Why is it now, when it's too late
That I finally realise what's important to me
To think everything that's dear to me
And is always in my heart
Could so easily be taken
And it's tearing me apart
Going over and over in my mind
I relive it one second at a time

Calling all stations
Can anybody tell me, tell me exactly where I am
How different things look when you're all on your own
Watching the darkness closing all around me
All around me
And I long for the feeling
Of your arms to remind me
Of everything that's dear to me
And is always in my heart
Could so easily be taken
And it's tearing me apart
Going over and over in my mind
I relive it one second at a time

Don't you know there's never been a moment
When I haven't had the thought
That everything that's dear to me
And is always in my heart
Could so easily be taken
And it's tearing me apart
Going over and over in my mind
I relive it one second at a time
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I'm becoming less defined as days go by
Fading away
And well you might say
I'm losing focus
Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself

Sometimes I think I can see right through myself [x2]
Sometimes I can see right through myself

Less concerned about fitting into the world
Your world that is
Cause it doesn't really matter anymore
(no it doesn't really matter anymore)
No it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this really matters anymore

Yes I am alone but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell
I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself

[x2]
I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah
And I just made you up to hurt myself

And it worked.
Yes it did!

[Chorus:]
There is no you
There is only me
There is no you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me
There is no fucking you
There is only me

Only [x4]

Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling like I just knew it's something bad
I just couldn't leave it alone, I kept picking at the scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through

Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why, now, now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty
On the inside

[Chorus]

Only [x8]

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Hmm... this song I can identify with, much more than the last song I posted...
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People stand in line
People stand in line
People stand in line
A permonition of
The killer's angel eyes
An armageddon sky
Tell it like it is
It's like the old man says
We're dead in the water now
Dead in the water

They come from miles around
They come from miles around
They come from miles around
In avarice and love
To suckle on the blood
Of some forgotten god
Sell it like it is
It's like the old man says
We're dead in the water now
We're dead in the water now
Dead in the water

A simple act of faith
A simple act of faith
A simple act of faith
A celebration of
The colour and the creed
The cancer and its seed
Crackles on the mic
Can call it what you like
We're dead in the water now
We're dead in the water now
Dead in the water
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Well, somehow, despite getting only 6 hours sleep and being restless for the best part of an hour, I'm somewhat perky today, thiugh I still feel pretty sick to my stomach, not helped by the fact that I ate a sandwich and had a bottle of Ribena today, heh. Why do I get the feeling that I may be like this for a while? As I've mentioned before though, not feeling anything is about the best thing I can do, lest I want to suffer a nervous breakdown...

Anyway, it's about time for some lyrics, I believe - haven't done so in ages. Naturally, not all of the song is relevent, but parts of it are. I don't think many songs have ever embodied my feelings fully at the time. Really though, I think only the opening lines apply:

Johnny Cash - Hurt

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way


And that's it for this entry. I have two backlogged entries I need to post though....

Edit: Okay, clarification... I didn't actually hurt myself... it was more the fact that I was trying to see if I still felt anything.
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Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can’t you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Enjoy the silence

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